Post by Oathkeeper Emi on Jun 25, 2010 15:16:09 GMT -5
Emi DesCoteaux
Drawings by Castle
Entry One: Profile -complete
A little about myself... okay, so it's my whole life story. Most of it at any rate. Whatever.
Entry Two: Only a Breath -complete
After Zexion threw his little mind-rapin' fit, I passed out and he drug me to his castle. I woke up to a very interesting conversation and then proceeded to cause a little trouble for Zexy. *wink* He and that blond pervy-looking guy got an eyeful. Afterwards though, Zexion and I had some tough stuff to go over. As it turns out, I was a bitch even when I was little. I finally managed to convince him to take me home though...
Entry Three: Out of the Darkness-complete
Finally home, after all these years. It felt so strange to be walking the streets of Radiant Garden again. The next morning, I ate FUCKING PANCAKES YES and went over to the children's home where I grew up. Ran into two of my fellow parentless mongrels and fought some Heartless. Fun stuff.
Entry Four: Learning Opportunity -complete
Zexion found me in the library at the Castle, where we used to play when we were kids. He was supposed to be helping me learn how to use Corridors (which I had already kind of figured out on my own, gold star for me) but I somehow ended up spilling my guts about that BASTARD WHOSE NAME I WILL NOT MENTION and it actually felt kind of...good. I haven't told anyone that story before. It was nice to get off my chest.
Entry Five: Loitering -complete
I'm making new buddies all over the damn place, aren't I? Ran into some people over at the Postern, we got into an argument with a short kid named Castle- total flirt, not happening- and this Lillian chick broke it up. Next thing you know, we're fighting Heartless and then going out for pizza like besties. Mmmmpepperoni~
Entry Six: Employment, Kupo? -complete
Castle helped me find a job. What a charmer. I always knew I was destined for manual labor. My boss was a total sexist though. What a jerk. I fell through the roof so now there's a ton more construction to be done. Ugh.
Entry Seven: Bittersweet Irony -complete
Haha. I hit Zexion in the head with a hammer. I feel kind of bad. I hope he's okay. He's so scrawny, I hope he can recover and doesn't have some kind of massive internal brain injury. That would suck. Learned some very interesting things from him though, while he was lazing about complaining about a headache...
Entry Eight: Pain Has Never Been So Brilliant -complete
Last time I go for a midnight stroll by the old castle gate. Ran into some girly-man with a sword named Sephiroth. Words were exchanged and I ended up with a sword in my shoulder and a slash across my chest. Managed to drag myself back to town and a very nice lady named Aerith patched me up. I feel kind of bad for bleeding all over the floor. I hope I was too much of a bother, things seemed kind of awkward. Ugh, this is going to scar. As if I needed another reason to be self-conscious about my chest...
Entry Nine: Steps in the Right Direction -complete
After having my ass handed to me by Sephiroth, I decided it was best if I skip town for a while. I need to track down Arc anyway, I owe him big time. Castle practically begged me to take him along so I did. Zexykins is just going to have to get over the fact I showed Castle a corridor.
Entry Ten:[/b] First Things First -complete
Nothing good ever happens in Beast's Castle. Don't really want to talk about it, but I feel weird... different. What did that guy do to me?
Entry Eleven:[/u] Panic -complete
I fucking HATE WATER. I'm terrified of it. Couldn't tell Castle that though. I had a panic attack, either because of that or what happened in Beast's Castle or both. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel so...
Entry Twelve:[/u] Tonight's Entertainment -complete
Ran into Zexion and another Nobody in this place called Halloween Town, which I will not be returning to anytime soon considering I got turned into a FUCKING CLOWN. And PUSHED DOWN SOME STAIRS. Had to manhandle Castle back into the gummi ship, that pokey little shrimp.
Entry Thirteen:[/b] Out of My Element -complete
Where do I even begin? Water. Under water. My worst nightmare come true. Castle got into some love potion or something-okay, I pushed him, but we needed a test subject- and started spouting a bunch of crap. When we got back to the ship, I totally lost it. I feel terrible about it, but we totally beat the shit out of each other. I don't know what's wrong with me, I used to have at least some self control. What did Jericho do to me...? I haven't felt like this in years. Thinking about doing some things, some things I'll regret. I have to keep some control, I can't let him win...
Entry Fourteen: Eighteen Candles -complete
Happy FUCKING eighteenth birthday to me. Went to Traverse Town, against my better judgement. Had to do something to block out all this.... I don't know. Rage. Alcohol seemed like a good idea, even though I knew it wasn't a good idea. Ran into Lillian again, and this guy named Elrick. Thought Arc was there. Wasn't Arc. Was FUCKING JERICHO. I don't want to talk about it, I don't know... what I did to make him hate me. Maybe he's right... all I do is hurt people. I need to end this. Got drunk out of my mind, but I wasn't the only one. Some guys tried to mess with me, so I beat them up. That only further clarifies how stupid I am... Castle dragged me back to his house. Thought about doing some more stuff I'll regret but I fell asleep on him before I could get any further. This has to stop, somehow. Can't live like this.
Entry Fifteen: Intertwined Paths -complete
I can't believe I tried to kill myself. I feel so much better now though. Believe it or not, I think Jericho helped me out a little bit. I feel back to normal, which is still pretty shitty but not as bad as before. I'm going to prove him wrong...
Entry Fifteen: Far-Off Horizon -complete
I got turned into a gazelle!? Oh well, at least it's better than a lizard... also, I got chased by a lion. Still no sign of Arc! That guy is hard to find... Oh man. I told Castle what happened in Notre Dame. It felt good, getting all of that off my chest. We're going back to Twilight Town now, and I think it's going to be good to get some closure. I think I'm finally getting better... but if Arc isn't in Twilight Town, I'm going to SCREAM.
Entry Sixteen: Chasing the Dragon - complete
We finally found Arc! Actually, he found us but whatever. Man, oh man was going back to Twilight Town the best idea ever. I never thought I'd say that but it's true. I think I made some real progress going back there. Anyways... I think Arc did something to me. Is it possible he gave me a keyblade? ...I don't feel any different. Maybe I should talk to Zexion about this, considering I have to find him anyway.....
Entry Seventeen: Showdown at Hollow Bastion -complete
I think after that battle, I never want to see another Heartless again for as long as I live. I did get a pretty FUCKIN' AWESOME Keyblade out of it though. Just woke up from the most EPIC nap ever and wiped all the blood of my face. I feel broken.
Entry Eighteen: Mercurial Shadows -complete
I can't believe I fucking agreed to this. I can't believe I AGREED to go with JERICHO. But... it was the best decision. I mean, let's look on the bright side. I'm alive (for now), and mostly sane (for now) and Castle is still alive, too. They can't hold on to me forever.
Entry Nineteen:[/u] A Resolute Person -complete
Gettin' just about tired of Jericho and Nadia screwing with my head. Not sure if I'm going to be handle much more of this. They killed an innocent guy... and Nadia erased memories of Castle. I'm not putting up with this.
Entry Twenty:[/u] Chain Reaction -complete
I just want this to be over.
Entry Twenty-One:[/u] This Week the Trend -complete
I am both very happy and very very pissed off. Good news is, Jericho is gone, hopefully forever. Bad news is... I'm in jail. Got accused for stealing something, and attempted murder, and witchcraft... none of which I'm guilty of. They keep calling me a gypsy, which I am also not guilty of. Though, I can see why they would think that. In these few days I've been by myself in Paris, I have seen some people who look kind of a lot like me. But anyways, I'm rambling. Fuck. I'm in jail and I can't get out...
Entry Twenty-Two:[/u] Fancy Meeting You Here -complete
I got out of jail alright, and ended up tied to a stake about to be burned as a witch and murderer and do you know who was tied up with me? Castle. He's safe and alive... barely alive, and only thanks to Animositas.
Entry Twenty-Three:[/u] Catching Up -complete
I'm ashamed to admit it but I cried like a baby when we finally got home. Blubbered like a fucking idiot. I'm also ashamed to admit I kind of wanted a hug from Castle but whatever. We slept and slept but I woke up and started going through stuff until I found what I was looking for. Tomorrow... I'm going to see my dad. I don't know how I feel about this. I kind of hope he's not as big of a jerk as my mom made him out to be in her journal...
Entry Twenty-Four:[/u] Daddy Issues -complete
What a complete and total disaster. But I suspect I will be running into Daddy dearest again some day. Now, I have to go chase after Castle...
Entry Twenty-Five:[/u] In For the Kill -complete
What would I do without you? I don't know. But we can get stronger together, no matter what, and show the whole world that you don't need darkness to be strong.
Entry Twenty-Six:[/u] Adventure! Part One -complete
Scored a treasure map off a loony cat. Don't ask. Leaving tomorrow to get some treasure. I'm so excited to be doing something. I was getting bored...
Entry Twenty-Seven: Adventure! Part Two -complete
The day started off awkward. I don't think I have ever been so embarrassed in my life. It got a whole lot better, though, when we found exactly what we were looking for. What am I going to do with all this money... and how can I avoid looking Castle in the eyes forever....?
Bonus Entry 1: Club Moogle Mix -complete
Tequila slammers are awesome. I am an awesome dancer. Zexion is a terrible kisser. Also, Xigbar, you suck.
